Tag: mental-health

Ghost Season

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CW: emotional abuse, loneliness, depression, self-harm ideation


I'm suffocating.

Great. What now?

The loneliness. It’s crushing me. 

This again?

Yes, this, always this.

I can't hold your hand anymore. I'm tired of this shit.

You can and you will, 'cause you can't go anywhere.

I don't get it. Two days ago you were fine—you were happy, you had friends. Now, all of a sudden, you're suffocating.

I know.

What the fuck happened?

I don't know.


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Midnight Cravings

On By Sebastian The CatIn mental-healthLeave a comment

CW: self-harm, sexual content, trauma, substance use


Guardian: We’re here to face the truth: our body can’t go on like this. I say we start making changes now. Do you agree?

Sage: I agree.

Trickster: This is stupid.

Boy: I don't want to be here.

Guardian: It’s already too late to ignore this. Our body is breaking down. If we don’t act, we’ll suffer a painful death, and soon. Do you understand that?


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Mauled by cats

On By Sebastian The CatIn mental-healthLeave a comment

CW: Strong language, emotional distress, chronic illness, bodily autonomy


What a moron you are! The instructions clearly say: take one antibiotic every 12 hours. How did you read it as one per day?

I don’t know! I’m tired. I got mauled by two cats. I slept like shit. I got a tetanus and rabies shot. I’m sore, chilly, and feverish. My period is tormenting me. And I feel very vulnerable and alone.

Excuses. Always excuses with you. I’m so tired of having to clean up after you. I’m convinced you’d die if I weren’t here.


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